I can waste inside of you
Never be anything but a sliver of you
All I can conceive is your entirety and my part within it
You are a minefield of astounding
Blow me apart Inside your brilliance
Your magnitude I concede to with gratitude
Pull me apart in your fascination
Unravel me without reservations
Stiffle Me inside your livelihood
Abandon me amongst the red wood
In all your ficklle ways
Still I cannot meet your gaze
I don’t want a vision of face
All I want is your presence
Your energy is a blaze
Light me up and burn me away
In your cocoon I felt I would come apart
Inside the womb of your blossoming I flushed
All your warmth redeemed my skin
Your trembling breath shuttered on my lips
Your shivering hair listened in my grasp
You were all the wonder of vibrancy
Squeezing from me all awe
I am your ponderer
I marvel only to be stricken by your serenity
Cool clean eyes bath me
I have sinned and loathed whilst not understanding
Your beauty is all my being sustains for
Like the quivering notes of a starving singer
Salivating for the next tone of life
Play my strings like sweet decay
Let my cells fall amongst the shifting stomach of forest floor
Let my ashing leaves caress Your startling spring
For if I was ever life it was in your cerulean gaze
Who so studied my decomposing soul behind striving leather.
Say to me in humming strength
Let all seek and know
Let all come and go
Let will be driven
Ancient pulses strode through in a piercing strangeness
These forgotten limbs arose once more
Recieve them now in honor
Your laughing fingertips
That engulfs the light
A hinderance of being.
I am sifting through the meaning.
Of my decomposed throat.
On the politeness I choke.
I wretch my hands in frustration.
To communicate the irritation.
All I am bleeds through.
For no one to see you.
Its a slow killing.
To be so unwilling.
And restrained to experience the abuse.
To be stripped from what you choose.
I wont scream in placid screens.
I am an animalistic ruse.
I took to walking on a lark
And found myself wandering in the dark
Amongst the shadows and the shade
I found the marvels that nature laid
Towering trees encompassed my being
Then the silence swallowed everything
This stillness I could not deny
And in it midst an essence lie
There amongst things unseen
I sensed its presence following
In the cracking leaves underfoot
I heard its laughter taking root
Never had I felt such a force so serene
And found its touching all dearly keen
In my eagerness to know
I felt the force tremble and grow
And over head the birds did sing
And in the distance a pack howling
A supernatural wind traveled so
Past all the trees swaying to and fro
These voices rising in a lament suspicious
Such a curious way for fluttering pitches
In such a fashion I did observe
Fading humbly beyond all nerve
Thus I was beside all self
And completely wandered into something else
And in the richness of the elm
Found myself in a fey like realm
And so I reveled in their mellifluous chorus
And abandoned myself to the forest
I was not to be seen again
And so I met the timely end